I don’t think of myself as foolish. Foolish people don’t have a plan. I have a plan. It may not be the best one, but at least I’ve got one. Moving to Minnesota to be with Paul feels like the right thing to do. Every time I think about being with him, I smile.
It never occurred to me that some people who hear our story might think I’m being a silly woman by giving up my life and moving out to be with him. I’m not giving up my life. I’m starting a new one.
I’m in my late 30s. Years and years of experience are under my belt. I’ve lived on my own for a very long time. It’s time to try something completely different. I wasn’t always happy with my life. Correction, I was mostly happy, but something was always missing. Now, I have the opportunity not only to be with the man I love, but to also change career paths, reinvent myself professionally.
If you ask me, I’m being courageous. Not many people have the guts to do what brings them joy. They fear the unknown. They prefer the devil they know versus the devil they don’t. I know in my gut, I’m doing the right thing.
Sure, I don’t have a job lined up yet, but I’m not going to worry about that. I have a plan and I’m going to let the universe put me where I need to be. The right job will come along. I know it will. Until then, I’ve got savings and I can do temp work. See, a plan.
Maybe I’m meant to be in a whole different industry. Maybe I’m meant to start my own company. The possibilities are endless. I’m open to whatever the universe wants me to do to earn a living. My dream job is one where someone pays me to write, be it on social media, general marketing, or even just on the back of a napkin.
What I do know is that my goal is to expand my writing career. I make a little money at it now, but I’d like it to be more substantial. Writing is truly a joy for me. Sure, I’m good at being someone’s assistant, but it’s not where my joy lies. I want to be creative, not just pay bills anymore.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m going to do something to pay my bills. I like buying stuff and traveling, but more energy will be put into my creativity and do more things that bring me joy…Like moving to Minnesota to be with Paul. It might be a little scary, but that risk is definitely work taking. Like Paul wrote on that chalkboard in Caribou Coffee, my goal is to be more awesome.