>Do you remember that scene in Tommy Boy where David Spade and Chris Farley are sitting in a diner? Chris Farley’s character is talking about his Lenny-like attitude towards sales. He uses a roll as a metaphor. He gets overly excited about getting the roll (sale) and he inadvertently destroys it with his enthusiam.
That is basically my problem when it comes to men. I get all enthusiastic when I find a hot guy or even a mildly attractive guy. I try to keep a lid on my emotions, but I can’t help myself. I end up getting disappointed because I feel as though he saw through my eagerness and was disgusted. It’s probably not true, but it’s my perception. 9 times out of 10 they end up having a girlfriend.
Anyway, I finally got a decent looking fella to email me. His profile deems him interesting and probably literate. I’m just worried that I will get all Farley and ruin things before they even get started. I just have to keep telling myself to relax and go with the flow. I’ll just vent all of my frustration/eagerness here.