Am I the only one who is like this? I’m a social person. I love hanging out with my friends, but I hate going to events. I hate large groups of people. OK, I hate most people before 8:00 AM on an individual basis too.
I can’t just sit at home like I want to because I’m single. How am I supposed to meet people if I just sit at home? My hobby is writing…a solitary endeavor. So, I force myself to go to various events to make me forget that I’m sleeping alone. I wish someone would just marry me so I could be the homebody I so want to be with fear of finger wagging from society.
Fine. I don’t meet people when I go out anyway, but at least I freaking try.
I guess technically, I could never really be a homebody. I want to go out and do stuff like travel, see movies, visit historical sites, just not while in the company of large groups of strangers. And by large groups, I mean over 5 people. Seriously, any more than 5 and it gets out of hand. I can’t keep track of who I’m talking to or what I’ve said…this is why I don’t lie. I can’t remember what I did 10 minutes ago. If I lied about stuff, I’d have to remember and my brain is way too smooth to keep track of all that mundane data.