I feel like I’ve been saying that alot more lately. Short term stuff like bringing the salad to Sunday dinner at my parents’ house and why I just walked into the copy room at work never seem to stick in my consciousness for very long.
It could just be part of getting old, but it pisses me off when a thought dangles in front of my mind just out of reach. This early darkness doesn’t help my frame of mind either. It was nearly dark at 4:30 this afternoon. I felt like crawling into bed the moment I got home. That can’t be healthy.
I’ve also been having these vivid dreams. A couple of nights ago, I dreamt I was flying over the Vatican. Last night, I had nightmares. They were those “I fell asleep too fast” type nightmares. You know where you wake up from the dream, your heart racing, and you realize that you’ve only been asleep for maybe an hour. Of course, those could be happening because of the Benedryl I’ve been taking to help me breathe while I sleep.
Of course the eye twitch is back, which is an indication of stress. It seems that most of my problems come from my inability to handle stress in a constructive way. If anyone has any hints, I’d be open to suggestion. For now, I’m off to bed.