I used to enjoy watching those cheesy shopping channels when they featured holiday decor randomly during the summer months. It was soothing to think about Christmas trees and nog. Lately, I don’t want to be reminded of the continuous marching of time. It’s going by too fast and I’m still horribly single. Do you realize that it’s been almost 6 months since I last went out on a date? I’m going to be out of practice if that doesn’t change soon.
I really don’t feel like knowing that I’m closer to Christmas than I was last month. The halfway point has been reached and is in the rearview mirror. While I enjoy autumn and all the festivals and sports offered, I just am tired. I feel like I’ve been running around like a crazy person. Busy as hell but having nothing to show for it.
Christmas will be here before we all know it. The holiday scramble will start in three months. Shit. Really? I was being sarcastic, but I think that’s about right.